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[30 Jul 2006|03:34pm] Im A Fuckin Rockstar i drink like its my job. Acohol is My best friend. diamonds are a girls bestfriend...but dick is a close second! I love a few people your lucky if your one of them, if your thinking your one please try agian. Im Not stuck up.  Im a florida cracker born and raised. us little girls like to say dynamite comes is small packages I pay for my own shit. I dont rely on mommy or daddy or my boyfriend. Taken But his one love is... his truck think of me

[22 May 2006|02:45pm] Confused >_ think of me

[08 May 2006|04:48pm] GET YOUR ASS IN GEAR... ♥ think of me

[01 May 2006|12:48pm] its funny thinking the way I did. its funny thinking anything would of worked out for me. you think you love some one but they take it for granted. you wanna walk away with out looking back but you cant WHY!?!?! Im never telling any one other than my friends. i love you ever again think of me

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[22 Apr 2006|02:42am]  waiting so long I'm hear to answer your call I know that I shouldn't have had you waiting at all I've been so busy, but I've been thinking about what I wanna do with you I know them other guys, they been talking bout the way I do what I do They heard I was good, they wanna see if it's true They know you're the one I wanna give it to I can see you want me too Now, it's me and you It's me and you, now I've been waiting Think I wanna make that move, now Baby, tell me if you like it It's me and you, now I've been waiting Think I wanna make that move, now Baby, tell me how you like it I was waiting for you to tell me you were ready I know what to do, if only you would let me As long as you're cool with it, I'll treat you right Here is where you wanna be  I know them other guys, they been talking bout the way I do what I do They heard I was good, they wanna see if it's true They know you're the one I wanna give it to I can see you want me too And now, it's me and you it's me and you now  I've been waiting Think I wanna make that move, now Baby, tell me if you like it  It's me and you, now I've been waiting  Think I wanna make that move, now Baby, tell me how you like it Baby, I'll love you all the way down Get cha right where you like it, I promise you'll like it Just relax and let me make that move Keep it between me and you It's me and you, now I've been waiting Think I wanna make that move, now Baby, tell me if you like It's me and you, now I've been waiting Think I wanna make that move, now  Baby, tell me how you like it It's me and you think of me

things may be looking up [19 Apr 2006|07:34pm] Other than Me beating the shit out of jenn, and matt getting arrested I think things are gonna be okay. matts been telling me he loves me everyday and that makes me happy but now hes on probation for geting arrested last night. ohh well I hope to hear from him today but who knows... think of me

[16 Apr 2006|09:43pm] you ever feel like you have a bunch of friends but no one to talk to :'-( 1 thought | think of me

THERE ARE WALLS! [16 Apr 2006|07:59pm] ''They say if you hold back your feelings because your afraid of getting hurt, you wind up hurting anyways.'' I think thats wrong.. there are reasons we put up walls and try to hold back our feelins because we know, once you find out we care about you more than life itself you'll take advantage of it.. you'll push It soo far we think"why do i deal with what i deal with" but do we stop dealing with it NO! we just keep going on leting you do the things you do.. we just wait for those moments those little things you say or do, that makes us love you, and we think it makes up for the things you Dont say or do. Its hard. soo I ask why. WHY? why do act the way you do. yea u say"ur still here aren't you' if i wasn't who the fuck else would be honestly because we chose to put up with your crap do you feel the need to make us feel like sometimes its not worth it. cant you Just act like you care im here, can you just act like if i walked away today you'd Be upset in some way. Please can you just appreicate that im here right were i wanna be. >>I love you<< "say it like you mean it" what if i do mean it, what then? ♥ think of me

NOT SOO HAPPY ENDING. [09 Apr 2006|08:46pm] went to east bonita my part of the woods.. got drunk and slept In a ford ranger with my boyfriend instead of going home on my fourwheeler.I was sooo drunk. lets just say it was a good Nite until I woke up In the morning and rode home where my dad took my fourwheeler away cause i was out with it all Night... I miss it already I would of been out there all day today. the woods are my life.. if i dont get it back soon Im moving out! think of me

[07 Apr 2006|12:01am] ( BADASS BARBIE ) CMNT PLZ ♥ 1 thought | think of me

[04 Apr 2006|01:04pm] CMNT ME PLZ ♥ 2 thoughts | think of me

confusion [02 Apr 2006|09:05pm] IM ALWAYS CONFUSED im gonna sit back and watch until shit is clear to me! No MORE GAWD DAMN YOU... I need a job. I wanna grow up I WANNA BE 18! NOW! think of me

[26 Mar 2006|08:13pm] you ever think of that one person you thought you would always Be with and look back and still think what the hell happened. you wanna just cry an think of the things you loved about that person and think of how much they said they loved you but you relize that one person is holding some one else right now. that one person is telling some one else that they are beautiful as they once told you. that one person now calls some one else what they used to call you and not thinking twice about it. hes telling her he loves her and with those words hes forgoten hes said them to you too. after seeing it with your own two eyes you wanna grab the next sign of comfort and just hold on to it like a flock of pigeons on a homeless person.. you want exactly what you thought you had before, you want that special feeling that you once had for the whole year you were together. you want that comfort thinking you can find it else where but it will never be the same. all you seem to remeber is there touch and there kiss an thinking nothin else seems right and you push so Hard for some one else to be right to forget about what you hope to convince yourself was soo wrong. the only thing i can seem to convince myself is its wrong of me to still be holding on to a memory like this. 1 thought | think of me

DRAMA... NO NO NO NO DRAMA! [30 Jan 2006|12:06pm] I was excluded from the woods because of matt... cool to be a 5 year old. well lifes going like a freight train! vivian ripped off her finger nail beating the shit out of some one, and i def told a girl to eat her middle finger.. gawd my life is exciting. swamp buggy races were hella cool and Im burnt. hotdog is being gay and i def don't need that drama. vivian is looking at a new BAD ASS truck, i need a job soo i can buy me some old beater i can take to the woods so im not excluded anymore. I found Out who has been stealing people shit from our house and Im really pissed cause none of the stuff that has been stolen will be returned, we will never see that shit again all we can do is tell them there not welcome at our house anymore, and alot of good that'll do, just piss abunch of people off. SHITY! 1 thought | think of me

[22 Jan 2006|09:20am] i came Home for a couple days I hurt my back and i have court monday... my old work tried to withold my check from me But my mom was with me and reminded them its illegal to do so, which I knew. but if my mom wasnt there they would of taken me for a fool. I should be back to My party life on tuesday im really starting to miss it... Lolz ttyl ♥ Jenna think of me

I MOVED OUT OF MY PARENTS HOUSE [11 Jan 2006|04:25pm] i do not live at home anymore soo if you wanna get ahold of me call my cell phone 2392006669 1 thought | think of me

I DROVE HIS TRUCK [25 Dec 2005|07:12pm] IM HAPPY I DROVE MATTS TRUCK! ♥ THIS IS MY BEAUTIFUL LIFE think of me

Merry christmas [25 Dec 2005|12:03pm] Im still waiting to open presents and see my boyfriend.. my mom doesn't get off till 2:00 me and kristie are cleaning the house and we need to run to the gas station I really wanna have a cook out tonight but I doubt that'll happen.. my mom and sisters Know about me and matt and i think they are all okay with it. im happy today! ♥ this is my beautiful life think of me

MERRY FUCKING CHRISTMAS [24 Dec 2005|11:32pm] I went christmas shoping.. agian! got my mom my dad, my sister and matt something. Im happy really really happy. i got my belly button Peirced! I also got A new COACH PURSE from my sister bri! IM SOO IN LOVE WITH IT! Im really happy and It shows my mom said. Im soo FUcking happy! ♥ THIS IS MY BEAUTIFUL LIFE think of me

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